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I've entered a complete disappointment.
Hopeless, sorrow, ashamed.
I am frustrated, time is moving slowly, eternally.
Struggling, contorting, bending, twisting.
It hurts.
All of this, a failure for not.
Mourning my birth, I've suffered enough.
Rejected, misunderstood, miserable.
Everything is crumbling, falling apart.
They scream at me, I cannot hear them anymore.
All that I hear are hateful words, thrown at me.
There is nothing else but pain left for me.
Oblivion will never arrive.
I've waited so long.
Perverted and lost.
Perverted and lost.
Deny and cry, deny and cry.
I feel guilt and shame, self disgust and hate towards everything that is myself.
I hate who I am, I hate that I exist, I hate that I have been here.
Despise looking at this world, looking at myself, in the mirror.
The mirror of ageless Failure.
Painful needles stuck inside my eyes, I am blind!
My stomach turns, my head hurts, my eyes bleed.
This physical world is composed only of suffering.
I long for the ethereal, but it shall never be felt.
My only wish is to cry forever,
To drown myself with endless tears of agony.
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Drawing made with: Pencil: 6B, 8B
Drawing edited and colored with: PicMonkey, ArtRage Studio Pro
Hopeless, sorrow, ashamed.
I am frustrated, time is moving slowly, eternally.
Struggling, contorting, bending, twisting.
It hurts.
All of this, a failure for not.
Mourning my birth, I've suffered enough.
Rejected, misunderstood, miserable.
Everything is crumbling, falling apart.
They scream at me, I cannot hear them anymore.
All that I hear are hateful words, thrown at me.
There is nothing else but pain left for me.
Oblivion will never arrive.
I've waited so long.
Perverted and lost.
Perverted and lost.
Deny and cry, deny and cry.
I feel guilt and shame, self disgust and hate towards everything that is myself.
I hate who I am, I hate that I exist, I hate that I have been here.
Despise looking at this world, looking at myself, in the mirror.
The mirror of ageless Failure.
Painful needles stuck inside my eyes, I am blind!
My stomach turns, my head hurts, my eyes bleed.
This physical world is composed only of suffering.
I long for the ethereal, but it shall never be felt.
My only wish is to cry forever,
To drown myself with endless tears of agony.
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Drawing made with: Pencil: 6B, 8B
Drawing edited and colored with: PicMonkey, ArtRage Studio Pro
Image size
1641x2310px 8.88 MB
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Wow!!! So amazing